A Virtuous Prayer Warrior
"He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge, His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart” Psalm 91:4
About Me
Hello there!!! Welcome to my blog!!! My name is Belinda and I am a woman that loves, serves, and obeys God imperfectly, loves nature and the beach, helping people, and living life. I am married, but temporarily separated, with 4 beautiful little princesses. I am a passionate entrepreneur but my true passion is spending quality time with my family.
The vision God gave me for creating this blog is to help other women find their peace and purpose in God, no matter their current relationship with Jesus or role as a woman. As women, we hold many different roles in life (wife, mother, entrepreneur, employee, daughter, sister, friend, co-worker, amongst many other roles), and these roles can consume us at times where we feel overwhelmed and alone. I was there, I have been all of these roles and currently are some of them still, and will forever be. But, my role as a wife made me find my relationship with Jesus, where my strength, peace, and joy truly will forever be found. Marriage was made by God for us to find our purpose in God and to bring our spouses, children, and future generations to God. I love my husband, children, and extended family, but Jesus is truly all I need. Once I realized this, life started to become balanced, and every trial and tribulation that comes, as well as good things, I look to God so that He can help me carry the burdens so that I get the victory and He gets the glory! I pray these posts help you get closer to Jesus as I was able too and still growing in.
What Happened
My husband and I married in July of 2017 and in November 2018 the enemy truly got a hold of my husband and I and we separated. I have been standing for the restoration of my marriage and family since May 2019, with one false start in December 2021. Our restoration process is not pretty but God is able and works even in the messiest of processes.
Prior to our separation we both fought each other with our flesh instead of going to God. There was infidelity, disrespect, and mistrust. We looked at each other as the enemy, instead of fighting the true enemy together as one. But, through the hurt and pain of the marriage struggles and separation, God made me turn to Him being broken and pushed against the wall with no ability to control my environment.
I did not start my relationship with God until May 2019, although I spoke in spiritual tongues for the first time in 2014, but I was not walking with Jesus everyday as I should have been, and was operating in my will everyday. Since our separation, God has changed me, He has healed me of my anger, rage, hurt, pain, fear, anxiety, and desire to control my environment. I will never be perfect but God is my everything, and I want to use my story as a testimony to help other women, while it is being written.
My past includes abandonment, daddy issues, trust issues, fear, resentment, controlling behavior, lying, disrespect, not being able to be vulnerable, blocking my emotions, and wearing a mask to hide my true self. Not until I married and had our 4 children did all of these issues come back to haunt me. I had to face these demons head on, but with God’s help I was healed and I will forever be a work in progress.
What I Do
I have worked in the accounting field since 2007 and in 2016 God directed my path to open my own bookkeeping firm. Being a Kingdom business owner allows me to fully operate in my Godly given roles as a wife, mother, teacher to my children, friend, and many other things. This is a path that I did not ask God for, but instead He already had planned for me.
In 2015 after having our second child (pre-marriage), God placed the desire to homeschool our children upon me, but it wasn’t until 2017 I decided to homeschool full time. By God’s grace and Devine purpose I have a peace that I am operating in all the roles that God wants me too in this time of my life. But these earthly roles and successes are only attainable because of my submission and obedience to God’s will for my life, because it is not easy, but worth it everyday!
I pray that every woman reading these posts will see God and that God will work in their lives! Amen!
Proverbs 31:29-31
Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all. Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised. Give her of the fruit of her hands; and let her own works praise her in the gates.
Contact Me
If you require prayer or have questions about my journey with God, please submit them to godlymompreneur@gmail.com.