A Virtuous Prayer Warrior
"He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge, His faithfulness will be your shield and rampart” Psalm 91:4
About Me
Welcome to My Journey: Finding Peace, Purpose, and Jesus
The Purpose Behind the Pain and Peace
As women, we juggle many roles that can leave us feeling overwhelmed. I’ve been there. Through my journey—especially as a wife—I found true peace and strength in Jesus. He became my anchor, and everything started to change. My hope is that these posts help you draw closer to Him too.
What Happened
A Wife’s Journey Through Separation, Surrender, and Spiritual Growth
Turning Point
Prior to our separation we both fought each other with our flesh instead of going to God. There was infidelity, disrespect, and mistrust. We looked at each other as the enemy, instead of fighting the true enemy together as one. But, through the hurt and pain of the marriage struggles and separation, God made me turn to Him being broken and pushed against the wall with no ability to control my environment.
Still Becoming
I did not start my relationship with God until May 2019, although I spoke in spiritual tongues for the first time in 2014. Since our painful separation, God has changed me; He has healed me of my anger, rage, hurt, pain, fear, anxiety, and desire to control my environment. I will never be perfect, but God is my everything, and I want to use my story as a testimony to help other women, while it is still being written.
Silent Wounds
My past includes abandonment, daddy issues, trust issues, fear, resentment, controlling behavior, lying, disrespect, not being able to be vulnerable, blocking my emotions, and wearing a mask to hide my true self. Not until I married and had our 4 children did all of these issues come back to haunt me. I had to face these demons head on, but with God’s help I was healed and I will forever be a work in progress.
What I Do
Balancing Roles Through Grace
Since 2007, I’ve worked in accounting, and in 2016, God led me to start my own Kingdom bookkeeping firm. This calling allows me to walk in my God-given roles as a wife, mother, teacher, and more. In 2015, after our second child, God placed homeschooling on my heart, and by 2017, I began full-time. Through God’s grace and divine purpose, I’ve found peace in balancing these roles—not by my strength, but through obedience to His will. It’s not always easy, but it’s worth it. I pray every woman reading this sees God working in her life. Amen!
Proverbs 31:29-31
Gracefully Called
Walking in Purpose, Fueled by Faith
Push Through
Push Through, these words have been strong on my heart, mind, and soul the past few days. Sometimes it is hard to discern whether the
Stand Still
I do not really have any direction or scriptures planned out for this post, but I felt compelled to write what I felt God was
Fully Releasing All Control
I think we all have experienced buying a bunch of balloons whether it be for someone’s birthday, anniversary, surprise, or just because; we know what
About Me
Hello there!!! Welcome to my blog!!! My name is Belinda and I am a woman that loves, serves, and obeys God imperfectly, loves nature and the beach, helping people, and living life. I am married, but temporarily separated, with 4 beautiful little princesses. I am a passionate entrepreneur but my true passion is spending quality time with my family.
The vision God gave me for creating this blog is to help other women find their peace and purpose in God, no matter their current relationship with Jesus or role as a woman. As women, we hold many different roles in life (wife, mother, entrepreneur, employee, daughter, sister, friend, co-worker, amongst many other roles), and these roles can consume us at times where we feel overwhelmed and alone. I was there, I have been all of these roles and currently are some of them still, and will forever be. But, my role as a wife made me find my relationship with Jesus, where my strength, peace, and joy truly will forever be found. Marriage was made by God for us to find our purpose in God and to bring our spouses, children, and future generations to God. I love my husband, children, and extended family, but Jesus is truly all I need. Once I realized this, life started to become balanced, and every trial and tribulation that comes, as well as good things, I look to God so that He can help me carry the burdens so that I get the victory and He gets the glory! I pray these posts help you get closer to Jesus as I was able too and still growing in.
What Happened
My husband and I married in July of 2017 and in November 2018 the enemy truly got a hold of my husband and I and we separated. I have been standing for the restoration of my marriage and family since May 2019, with one false start in December 2021. Our restoration process is not pretty but God is able and works even in the messiest of processes.
Prior to our separation we both fought each other with our flesh instead of going to God. There was infidelity, disrespect, and mistrust. We looked at each other as the enemy, instead of fighting the true enemy together as one. But, through the hurt and pain of the marriage struggles and separation, God made me turn to Him being broken and pushed against the wall with no ability to control my environment.
I did not start my relationship with God until May 2019, although I spoke in spiritual tongues for the first time in 2014, but I was not walking with Jesus everyday as I should have been, and was operating in my will everyday. Since our separation, God has changed me, He has healed me of my anger, rage, hurt, pain, fear, anxiety, and desire to control my environment. I will never be perfect but God is my everything, and I want to use my story as a testimony to help other women, while it is being written.
My past includes abandonment, daddy issues, trust issues, fear, resentment, controlling behavior, lying, disrespect, not being able to be vulnerable, blocking my emotions, and wearing a mask to hide my true self. Not until I married and had our 4 children did all of these issues come back to haunt me. I had to face these demons head on, but with God’s help I was healed and I will forever be a work in progress.
What I Do
I have worked in the accounting field since 2007 and in 2016 God directed my path to open my own bookkeeping firm. Being a Kingdom business owner allows me to fully operate in my Godly given roles as a wife, mother, teacher to my children, friend, and many other things. This is a path that I did not ask God for, but instead He already had planned for me.
In 2015 after having our second child (pre-marriage), God placed the desire to homeschool our children upon me, but it wasn’t until 2017 I decided to homeschool full time. By God’s grace and Devine purpose I have a peace that I am operating in all the roles that God wants me too in this time of my life. But these earthly roles and successes are only attainable because of my submission and obedience to God’s will for my life, because it is not easy, but worth it everyday!
I pray that every woman reading these posts will see God and that God will work in their lives! Amen!
Proverbs 31:29-31
Many daughters have done virtuously, but thou excellest them all. Favour is deceitful, and beauty is vain: but a woman that feareth the Lord, she shall be praised. Give her of the fruit of her hands; and let her own works praise her in the gates.
